EREMITIC

(chorus)

The eremitic element - in my life of a super star

Sometimes we like to be alone - it doesn't matter who you are

Rejoice in time of solitude - forgive me if I'm Eremitic

I often want to be alone - vacation from the dramatic

_____

 Fall air seeps through my window

I am sad I don't know why

I just want to be alone to

Touch myself or a private cry

Doesn't mean that I hate people

And I need that stimulation

But sometimes just me, myself and I

All I need for stimulation

Alone I can reflect upon - the reason why life exists

If God exists - and why I did the things I did

Look at the stars in the sky and

Ponder all what for and whys

Watch old re runs on TV Land

Figure out how to get more fans

(chorus)

Lay in bed - stare at the ceiling

Contentment is what I'm feeling

Don't have to wonder what the person next to me is thinking

Sometimes just being alone gives me a tingle

That I only feel before about to have sex

I talk to inanimate objects

Ignore my invitation - I'm fine with that

In this family of one - I wear the pants

Lay real still - Pet yo cat

Being Eremitic is where it's at

EREMITIC

Alone - Just Me - Myself and I

Blank stare from my eyes - and I feel just fine

Look at the stars in the sky - wonder when I will die

(chorus)

From the Jonsona album - Flowerhead

Written by Jonsona

Twentysouth Entertainment 2015tm

AGITATION

(chorus)

Why do I feel agitation - constant negative fixations

Catastrophizing thoughts are destroying positive vibrations

Having constant palpitations - sweaty palms

Hallucinations - What I wouldn't do or give

To cease all of this agitation

____

Heart attack waiting for mailman

What will life throw at me next

Boogieman around the corner

Always feeling so perplexed

Police car following behind me

Hope I didn't drink to much

What did I do to deserve

This agitated feeling as such

(chorus)

Wonder if my meds are working

Biting my nails - I'm so worried

Hoping my alarm clock goes off

Hope that's just a cigarette cough

Will the IRS arrest me

What did I do with my house key

Did I forget someone's birthday

Are those footsteps in my hallway

Will they reposes my car

Did I leave my phone at the bar

Such an unpleasant sensation

Mother fucking agitation

-

Agitation go away

Please come back another day

Want to go outside and play

If only you will stay away

Jonsona go outside and play

From the Jonsona album - Flowerhead

Written by Jonsona

Twentysouth Entertainment 2015tm

LOVER

Person over yonder - I'm fantasizing

About You - About Us

Porn in my mind

Random stranger in this convenient store

I'm looking at your round full ass

Am I a whore

Why can't I ever have you be my Lover

Wonder what it would feel like

To have your hands on me

Walmart cashier with nice eyes

Football coach in aisle 5

Sweaty jogger in the sun

Me and you could have some fun

-

Homeless person at the exit

Let's make love it could be epic

White trash trucker with big muscles

I want more than hugs and cuddles

-

Sexy grandma - such a cougar

Maybe I should just get neutered

Rich, Poor, Black, White - doesn't matter

Farmers, Bankers, Nurses, Pastors

-

No one ever seems to want me

Even though I'm blond and pretty

Saints and sinners, sisters, brothers

Please won't you just be my lover

-

Hot longing writhing body

Guess I'm going home alone

So many freakin' hotties

My heart has turned to stone

Random stranger - in this hardware store

I'm looking at the front of your pants

I can't take it anymore

Why can't I ever have - you be my lover

Wonder what it would feel like

To have your hands on me

Person over yonder -I'm fantasizing

About You - About Us

Porn in my head

Come home with me and be my lover

Please someone just say yes

Quench my desire

From the Jonsona album - Flowerhead

Written by Jonsona

Twentysouth Entertainment 2015tm

SYNTHETIC

(chorus)

Let me bring order to chaos - is it wrong that I find you so

Pleasingly aesthetic - combine flesh with the synthetic

1-2-3 Let's get it on - It's so hard yet it's so easy

Combine flesh with the synthetic - humanoid and plastic

Get It

_____

In this bathroom by myself

Love of my life has just left me

Lock the door so no one can see

No one here but you and me

Inhale from that small brown bottle

Synthetic wetness dispensed

And oozing down like a Dali painting

Doesn't get much better than this

I enclose you

No hassle - no bad emotions

Just a hand and plastic lotion

Swinging like human pendulum

I adore synthetic motion

Deeper

The only one in this stark bathroom

That might be watching me do it

Is God - Please forgive me father

Human contact, can't be bothered

Rhythm

(chorus)

Distraction from the outside world

No longer exists in my mind

My full attention is on

A small space that is so confined

Now it's almost full orgasm

Flesh and soul, into spasm

Eyes roll back and sweat has formed

And all I think is I want more

(chorus)

From the Jonsona album - Flowerhead

Written by Jonsona

Twentysouth Entertainment 2015tm

FLOWERHEAD

Life is suppose to be a gift but somehow I am full of dread

So I go to my safe place in a world that I'm a Flowerhead

Vivid imagination in the day or at night in my bed

It's clear that chivalry is dead so I'll just be a Flowerhead

Waving arms - Leopard dress

Diamond charms - Exposed breast

Not a care - Fervent sunset

Let's just be - Flowerheads

Sun and moon - Side by side

Doesn't walk - She only glides

Always lightning in the sky

Flowercats with green eyes

-

Flowerheads are my escape

They just love - they don't hate

One day I will forever be

A Flowerhead - you just wait and see

F-L-O-W-E-R - HEAD

J-O-N-S-O-N-A - FLED

F-L-O-W-E-R- HEAD

J-O-N-S-O-N-A - DEAD

From the Jonsona album - Flowerhead

(Title Track)

Written by Jonsona

Twentysouth Entertainment 2015tm

MABEL

As the sun sets in the west

It's autumn now - soft pillow caress my weary head

I'm reading the last letter you ever wrote

Treasuring the memories of long ago

(chorus)

Sometimes life goes by so damn fast

And then we die

Please forgive me, Mabel

I guess heaven needed an angel

_____

Remembering summers when I was a kid

Early 1980's in Michigan

Catching fireflies out in your beautiful garden

As the blue sky slowly darkened

As I aged - the visits lessened

Now you're gone - I've learned some lessons

Maybe I was a bit unstable

I should've visited my Mable

Little gray house - gold clock with candles

Ceramic reindeer with legs so fragile

Now the clock is gone - the house is sold

But the memories are worth more than gold

It wasn't my fault in the beginning

That I wasn't as close to you as others in my life

But that's no excuse

As an adult I should've done better

More than just every so often letters

(chourus)

I didn't even go to your funeral

But I will see you in time

But don't ever doubt that I loved you Mabel

Maybe we'll get it right next time

From the Jonsona album - Flowerhead

Written by Jonsona

Twentysouth Entertainment 2015tm

Dedicated to my grandmother, Mable Hobbs - RIP

EVERY GREAT MAN

Listen to the plow outside my window

Indiana snow globe - I hear the wind blow

Thinking of the grandpa that I barely knew

Hoping you know how much we love you

(chorus)

Every Great Man must rise and fall

It's the design that's meant for us all

As you ascend into the great light

We know you didn't give up without a fight

Find peace - In the light

_____

You are now within God's view

Wrap his loving arms around you

Angel wings and eager mothers

Heaven is a place that's like no other

-you always had that JFK big hair-

-you always tried to show that you cared-

(chorus)

The one thing that I kept hearing

He is such a good man

I have to agree for I could see

Now your kind soul is set free

You left so many behind - many generations intertwined

Now is the time that we must see

That love is all we need

Let's take some time - to plant the seed

(chorus)

From the Jonsona album - Flowerhead

Written by Jonsona

Twentysouth Entertainment 2015tm

Dedicated to my grandfather - Robert Overton Sr. - RIP

BEGGAR

(chorus)

I'm not your errand boy - I'm not your bitch

You think it'll go off without a hitch

Learn how to do things for yourself

Instead of depending on somebody else

So fucking tired of being used

Not gonna take your mental abuse

Innocent smiles but nothing but haters

 Ya'll just a bunch of fucking beggars

_____

What you smokin' - You must be high

If you think I'm still gonna be Mr. Nice Guy

You give an inch they'll take a mile

You just sit back with your Cheshire smile

You can't even go to the store for yourself

Everyone relies on somebody else

You think it'll go off without a hitch

But the days are over of being your bitch

My friend goes to prison - The roommates flee

He stole my money - Left a house full of fleas

His psycho mother hounds me for money daily

In a bad economy - No electricity

He get's outta jail - goes...

You didn't pay no rent bro

Really? - You were in fucking prison

Mother Fucker

I'm deflating

-

used to cry - wanted to die

but realized that I was fine

I had the strength to carry on

yes I was weak but now I'm strong

A lifetime of the same old shit

left me chomping at the bit

no one ever listens to me

 your arrogance makes me want to fucking scream

-

The days of Mr. Nice Guy are over

You all did this to me

It's okay for you to have your backgrounds

But I can't so much as breath

I once was innocent, caring, loving

But those days are now long gone

If you want to know where I stand

Then listen to this song

(chorus)

RIP Mr. Nice Guy

Jonny says go fuck yourself

From the Jonsona album - Flowerhead

Written by Jonsona

Twentysouth Entertainment 2015tm

l

WAIT TO DIE

(chorus)

My own life isn't all that bad

Sometimes just moderately sad

I'll never commit suicide

But sometimes I can't wait to die

-

I know I have a destiny

Learn all my lessons with this time

But sometimes I'm ready for heaven

I confess - I cannot lie

_____

Sometimes it makes me gitty

The though of not being here anymore

Spiritual or scientific - either way could be terrific

Heaven, hell or total blackness

Simple pleasures fade to darkness

I don't have a death wish but I sometimes

Am ready to die

I confess...

I confess...

(chorus)

Am I being selfish, maybe

I just keep this to myself

Almost as exciting as delicious stuff

From Taco Bell

Wait to die - Can't wait to die

My first new car - My first real sex

Getting that job or Christmas morning

Feelings from these make you gitty

The thought of death does that too really

Life review - What did I do

Life review - I make peace with you

When I have my life review

Once I have finally left this body

Find out who I hurt and wronged

I'll see you too when you disembody

I can't wait - wait to die

(chorus)

From the Jonsona album - Flowerhead

Written by Jonsona

Twentysouth Entertainment 2015tm

NIGHTWALKER

(chorus)

Walkin' down the middle of the street

Step by step - never miss a beat

Some may call me a stalker

But I am just a - Night Walker

_____

I can clear my mind when I walk at night

Sad - happy - drunk - sober or high

Look through the windows of other people's life

Compare theirs to mine

Remembering when I was young

Remembering when night walking was fun

(chorus)

Oh, I miss the days of being young

Naive

No disease in my blood

Looking pretty

Biggest care in the world was how my hair looked

So many have died now, from HIV

One day, that may be me

But until then, dance with me

Why don't you just dance with me

Why don't you just dance with Jonny

J-O-N-S-O-N-AAA

(chorus)

From the Jonsona album - Flowerhead

Written by Jonsona

Twentysouth Entertainment 2015tm

Well, of course one of Google's many sites (Blogger in this case) is not functioning as I ask it to so click on "OLDER POSTS" at bottom for the last 2 track's lyrics for the album "Flowerhead" Sorry :/